I can't seem to fall asleep, and the whole world is vibrating and shaking. Everything is movement, constant and eternal and it flows endlessly with such a fierce determination. And, quite suddenly, your entire body becomes a part of that movement, that endless vibrating, and you realize that you were always a part of it. It never left you alone, you only forgot about it sometime during the moments when you got lost growing up. And everything is shaking around me, my eyes become unfocused and I can see in between the world where the light shines through from that higher place, and it reverberates throughout my entire soul. Gentle, humming patches of energy flow like soft currents in the air, and I watch as it fills the whole room, like thick waves of static electricity that is so pure. And everything is so beautiful. And my world won't stop shaking. I feel as if I am half blind, my eyes constantly extending into a world past the one in which we live physically, my fingers pressing through the fabric that is space and time, carefully, like knives that slice through worlds. And I can feel it, like a great swelling of strength within my heart that is so close to exploding, and when it does, it will be beautiful. Everything is so delicate and fragile, as if the thread that holds the fabric of our world together is made simply from the most transparent of spider webs, and it quivers, constantly. And we are quivering constantly, shaking and reeling from the onslaught of life that bombards us on every level, and it is so overwhelming, and you just want to bury yourself within the earth or within your bed, but inside you are screaming for an adventure, you long for it with every facet of your being, and you know that you can't be afraid anymore, because life really is so beautiful. And I feel feverish and a little nauseous, because sometimes I become so shy and nervous, but I am getting stronger all the time. And I just want to create things that are so beautiful, that will fill everyone with such happiness and love and wonder that it spills out of their beings in thick streams of laughter and tears. I want to show everyone how beautiful the world can be, even when you are sad. Sometimes when I cry so hard, I can't help but laugh, because through my tears I still see the beauty in everything.